Sad day I do not know you do not understand the black night

 When night falls, a trace of fear and anxiety will gather around me, I am afraid of the night, as frightened as he no longer loves me.
So many years, I did not change the longing for love, although I seem to have been love, but I still can not be made then hurt. Mom, I thought you found love, but also found happiness, I think you'll be happy with him, did not expect, you more lonely than ever.
did not expect mother would say so, my mother did not think my life will be more and more attention to the problem, do not close I grew up originally. mother said the issue will never bend Rao afraid I do not understand, she used to such a direct statement, direct that a little difficult for me though, it will gently tingling, but I understand what she said is kind of comfort.
a person to work, a person to eat, a person to go home a person to sleep, a person sleep .......< br> I know the same in the distance, he must sleep as long as the sleep wake thunder. He was too tired, so he did not take long to accompany me out I do want to forgive him and promised he would request me to accompany him? I do not want to promise, but I can not do, words and actions inconsistent with the serious inconsistencies in love many times have you heard people are very happy that some girls silly when they encountered the contradictions of love must help others to comfort or help, it is obvious things have to turn to others often get it working, but their own, and not stupid? dawn to look dark, dark can contact with him, but, dark, but not able to contact, and wished for the day in sleep in, I can wait for dawn dark, dark I could speak to him, but still could not contact, I'm looking forward to. night, I want to count the stars, but can only see the dark ceiling, stared at it until the eyes sour, turn over and still no sleep, I really do not know the other side he could sleep free from anxiety, is also like me, so lonely, so like him.
I do not want to listen to his explanation of those high-sounding, do not want to hear him speak, but I was so like him, and this is why, finally, I want to make a decision, a decision must to do, or the devil is always around me, never I can not awake.
you do not know me really sad, dark day and night do not know, only in the specific environment of people who can experience the true taste of loneliness and longing .